I've discovered that sometimes there are a lot of things that I want to say - it's just not possible to say them. Early on I made the mistake (or maybe the better choice) to never be anonymous online. With that, came a lot of restraint on what I could and couldn't write about, tweet, post etc.
The goal for me in this is simple: to express things without worry.
Sure, this flimsy alibi may only serve to create a cardboard wall to hide behind, but that little bit of peace is hopefully enough. For now at least.